Just Smile

Ok....i realize this is how this will go down, but even so, i need to rant for a sec...ok 3SECONDS;)...Do u ever think God couldve made our lives just ALITTLE easier?? I mean just a smidge?? Mayyyyybbbee?.....listen, it sounds bad, i know, and im even the type of woman, where i wouldnt even go there, but im also human.....and ii have needs.....and struggles.....and frustrations.....and just,,well,......INSECURITIES.... OK, I KNOW WHAT YOURE PROB SAYING.....Lady has 4 kuds, has it all together, well im here to tell u, that aint correct! Lol....Im a work in progress, we all are, right? :-)....He didnt promise EASY, UNHURTING, grapes and bon bons being fed to your face....lol... God only promised to BE THERE....like many of us should b for ea other, but in this crazy, unpredictable life, its easy for us to forget,,sadly....but u know what? Life is good, and its the crazy and the insecurities and the HARD TIMES that makes it .......WELL...... LIFE its crazy and sometimes disapointing, but its still.....life, God is good :-)

He is near

Im not gonna sound all "spiritually with it" tiday,,,im not.....sorry,,,its just been one if those days where everything seems to just be, well, crappy...im not gonna lie or sugar coat it :/....ive been dealing w some things that are out of my control, not very fun, NOT what i planned and just plain SUCK....yeah, i said it;).....BUT....Im still wanting love and nurturing and someine to just hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay...but i dont have that just yet....maybe it will come with time, with God from whom all blessings flow....some big cganges are abt to happen with our family, so i would covet your prayers still....but for now, i will wait on the timing, wait on a winderful love and more importantly wait on God...love you all thank u

FAITH

It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. BUT go and learn what this means: I desire mercy, not sacrifice..For i have not come to call the righteous, but sinners"...matthew 9:12-13...."Ask and it will b given to you, seek and you will find

QUOTES from the heart

"Hope anchors the soul"...."Its hard to beat a person that never gives up"...."All of us find ourselves broken at some point, true strength is found in picking up the pieces"....."Good things come to those who are patient, better things come to those wait and the best things come to those who DONT GIVE UP"...."Love before you trust"....."there is always time to do it right"...."If you dont have time to do it right, how are u going to have time to do it over"......These quotes have gotten me thru a very rough time in the last 3 mos and have filled my heart w love and thankfulness.....thank you , you know who you are and my heart swells :-)

A Fleeting Moment

As i sit here sick today, feeling kinda crappy, tbh;/,,,i still felt like writing about something.....Have you ever had one of those days where u had EVERY intention of being productive, thorough, and complete in your day, getting things lined up, that need to be done??...(yeah,,me either)...school starts back tomorrow and i dont feel as prepared this year...and it got me thinking...are we ever really prepared for what life throws at us??...i mean,,REALLY??....the answer to this question is a big resounding No!!....lol sorry for the dramatics, but i figure you should hear it for what it is right?....So i think God prepares us for things that are out of our control, but also gives us dicernment to make the right choices too...i recently have been faced with this...there is something (or if im being honest, SOMEINE) that i have no control over what they do, what they say, how they act, and it did drive me NUTS for awhile now...but...not anymore cause i figure, (in Gods timing), they will see how much time they wasted not being who they were called to be, so much precious time just WASTED....ugh, just makes me sad i guess:(....the point im trying to make is this...YES, life is hard and things arent always fair when "life" gets thrown at u, and YES People should just b who they are, themselves and be happy in their own skin, and share themselves with others, without holding back....afterall, life is short, people are worth loving, and time is never wasted, if we see how precious it really is :-)

Fun with Candyland

Sometimes its just fun to have a lazy day and play some candyland...we often forget how precious these fleeting moments are with our children, and how one day it will all be gone in a flash...LITERALLY, a Superman, lightning bolt flying thru the air, gone in a FLASH........ SO let me ask u this............. Whens the last time you played Candyland with your kids??.... Oh......and let them win this time :-)...youll thank me later Its worth it :-)

Keeping it Real

You know those people who act like they have it all together, go to the right church, the right stores, dress perfect every.....single....day....blahhhh...well im hear to tell you, they dont have it perfect;) (sorry to burst your bubble, im abt to get real up in here...lol) The truth of the matter is, we alllll have our junk to deal with...some may have more than others...and believe me when i say,MY junk is rating up there in the high thousands;/....(as many if you already know)...but thats ok,,,were alll ok...the best part abt our "junk", is that we all have ea ither in this crazy, and sometimes, messed up life...There is still a BLESSING in the spilled milk on the floor, to teach ur children abt working together to clean it up...There are blessings in KNOWING a full pile of laundry will....be....waiting...on...you ....APPROX. 30min after you washed it all....lol;) What my point is, is this...no matter what your going thru or what im going thru, we have a God who loves us, we have ea other to lean on,,,and we have a good cup of coffee (or other beverage of your choice;),to get us thru..:-)...God never promised this life would be easy, but he DID promise he would get us thru the junk...one....day....at....a.....time Love you all

A New Perception

My God has a plan......He always has...a plan to bless, a plan to teach, a plan to wither the storm....a PLAN... I think we always assume His plan will be OUR plan eventually, but thats not always the certainty, or even the case..Our plan says we want and need it right NOW.... BUT....... Gods plan says we can have it at just the right time,,,not too soon,,,,not too late....just right on time...if we really knew that, and rraaallly listened to that, we might find we will be happier, in that moment of waiting, than we EVER couldve been just doing it on our own, without him :-) As much as i hate to admit it,,,PATIENCE really IS a virtue...hope you agree too